Self Love Journey

 My self love journey has been nothing if not arduous. And *long*... so very long. However, I do finally feel as if I have arrived at an "acceptable" degree of self love. Not delusional, but also kind of ... immaculate? If no one else has my back, if no one else is with me, *I* am with me. And I matter. My presence matters, and I am worth something. And so are you, dear reader.

Temporary Reprieve

 I fought a dragon today, and I won. When I have support and professional help, I can get anything done. And I even have a perfectly safe space (here) to write about my victory. I wish this were a more permanent win, but I am patient. For now, I get to be a mom for longer without getting hassled by my ex for at least a few days. Tomorrow, I get to go grocery shopping, then I can cook form home again. It really is the simple things, for me.

A Fresh Start

 It's challenging to put into words how much of a relief it is to finally be able to express myself candidly. It's like, if you've kept yourself form going outside because you believe the sun will hurt you, but now someone has convinced you it's safe to come out and play. I would be skeptical. But the sun on my skin would feel so good! I wouldn't be able to resist. 

Because of that, I'm coming out to play for good, on my own terms. I'm done with being afraid to speak freely about my inner world. Anyway, my final words on the topic are that *no one* should ever feel afraid to speak their own truth. Especially in our so-called free speech country. 

I'm going to be detailing my adventures with rope and bondage here. I'll also be documenting my rise to proper Domme-dom. I can't exactly call myself that, yet, but just you wait. There's so much more to proper domination beyond just spanking and joi. I want to share them *all* with you, my love. I will have you hog-tied and begging for mercy in no time. 😈What a pretty little pet you will make for me. 💜💞💟